darcylia

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Mi sento in gabbia.
Come una maledettissima cavia che viene studiata e osservata. E giudicata.
Ogni tanto mi mettono su un percorso o in un labirinto e io mi muovo, esploro, percorro....perchè alla fine la meta è sempre il cibo, la sopravivenza.
Poco importano gli ostacoli, le scosse elettriche, le vie sbarrate. Io al cibo ci voglio arrivare.
Ovviamente sbaglio. Ovviamente.
E spesso. E allora....ecco una bella scarichetta elettrica.
Fa male. Ma cazzo, sono una cavia, non un robot.
Sono un essere vivente, non uno stinco di santo. Ho delle idee, dei principi, delle linee guida, nozioni varie in testa e pensieri miei personali.
Potrò restare della mia idea se voglio, o devo per forza cambiare come dite voi?
Tanto la sostanza non cambia, l'errore lo faccio sempre io.
Facile per voi non arrabbarvi mai? Per me no.
Sono una cavia con molti limiti, e tra questi c'è pure quello della pazienza. E questa volta è scattato.
Punto e basta.
Anzi, adesso basta lo dico.
E questa gabbia la butto giù a testate.

B A S T A

Con tutte le mie forze.




01-06-2007 12:03